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Today’s Lunacy

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At times I wish I could hide under a rock and not having to face whatever it is that I should be facing *honestly I have no freakin clue*. I’m over over over-sensitive to a full moon and whatever it does, it seems to be doing it extremely well. I’m effectively out of balance today and I guess it’s due to the pulling of that moon. I have a love/hate relationship with it since it affects me big time and on the other hand I can’t wait to see a glimpse of it.

I had a restless night and a restless morning, I can’t get the things done that I’m supposed to get done and I wish for quiet and solitude. According to my constellation I’m supposed to be able to see things clearly but even trying to see through the fog that seems to cover my thoughts, I feel I can’t see anything at all and I probably don’t make much sense today either since what I’m writing sounds like nothing but riddles…

If this influence comes during a period that is otherwise difficult, it guarantees that for the moment at least you will be able to cope with your situation, no matter how difficult it becomes. Intellectual or physical work that requires perseverance and great attention to detail is favored by this influence. Also, this influence will help you get to know yourself better.

The close attention to detail that characterizes your way of seeing now will help you see yourself and your own reactions very clearly.

Sure…

It just makes me grin in a rather sarcastic way. I think I should try to stay away from certain things, like I said earlier, I crave solitude and quiet. Reorganise my thoughts and be creative, perhaps I should try working on some digital artwork today since to me that’s the only way to organise my thoughts and let go of the restless feeling without getting utterly impatient with the world around me and have a go at it just because I can.

And instead of that rock I should be where I need to be and not trying to run away from him because I might react weird for no particular reason. I know he’ll understand and has the ability to make it all go, then why don’t I feel ready, why am I fighting this? I know exactly what is going on, it’s that big fat glowing celestial orb, out there in the night, that keeps me from working and makes me behave rather erratically. Forgive me for being such a lunatic…

© K Crawford My Lunacy… December will have the largest full moon of this year

Lama

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JdB, I’ve met her through the store she used to be a customer there, a very special person who helped me find my path by passing on the messages from my ancestors and dad that were meant for me to listen to. A medium who showed me my ancestor’s love and affection and helped me dealing with things in life and making the right choices. Because of her skills I was able to sort out my journey through the messages that my ancestors and father sent me. I had vivid dreams and all sorts of other messages.
She’s an initiated Lama, through studying the wisdom of Buddhism in Tibet for years. A hermit like myself who tend to avoid certain aspects of city life. She healed me through her rituals and helped me opening myself and my chakras for the greater powers and the love and knowledge from my dad and ancestors. I have been transformed by her Tibetan rituals and treatments. Something very powerful and interesting and I could sense the transformation in dreams and daily life whenever I visited her.
We could talk for hours without realising time and space. When I came home I used to be extremely happy, something AS. noticed and told me about. She said goodbye to me last week in an email, something I regret because I won’t be able to see her again before we move. She has become dear to me so all I can do for now is wishing her well fighting her own demons. She will be in my thoughts and hopefully we’ll meet again some day. Thank you dear friend for offering an answer to my questions and showing me the power of a greater spirit.
If it wasn’t for you I would not have known certain things in life nor would I’ve been able to hear my ancestors or fathers calls and warnings. I have confirmation now of what I already knew deep down in my heart and soul. You helped me seeing things that lie beyond this existing world of boundaries, time, materialism and dishonesty that we live in. If I can be true to myself I can be true to others and help them with the skills that were given to me by the great spirit. Thru you I’ve met up with my guides again and found what I was looking for. Thank you for showing me!