Last Minute Chaos

I’m racing against time lately and it’s not because I don’t have enough time, it’s because I’m managing it in a bad way due to the fact that I have so much to do and I have no list on paper -just in my head- causing it to short-circuit every now and then. I have exactly four weeks from today before I’ll be moving countries so once again I’m packing. I’m so tired of crap, I’m throwing out even more; most went to charity already and half of my books went to a friend here in London, I kept the ones in English (which is still too many *hehe).

I already started a while ago but every time I move I realise I should cut down dramatically. I’ve moved about 12 times since I was eighteen but the problem is that whenever one moves to a bigger place the more crap one collects and my last apartment in Amsterdam was twice the size of a regular one there. So these days I only buy things that I’ll actually use and give away what I don’t need. No useless nick-nacks collecting dust and no more books either unless they’re related to design. If it’s not functional and if I don’t use it it will be binned…

I don’t want clutter to rule my life, it’s causing chaos, is utterly distracting and will only take up space in my home, my studio and my mind. So while I’m packing I’m making a conscious decision to let go and throw out things especially the things that I feel I ‘might need’ one day. Because to be honest, that day never really came so far. In the meantime I’ve been meeting up with friends in the city to say goodbye for now. One friend -a programmer- has some projects coming up and he needs my help design-wise.

Like I mentioned in my previous post, I’m showered with requests lately: all of a sudden people want me to do their design projects. This Wednesday I’ll have to meet up with the accountancy firm, they want a brochure with the same design as the website I did a while ago where people can book online courses. There’s more last-minute things that clients need all of a sudden but I was able to put them off until after the move and when I’ll be back online again. I’m lucky that my line of work could be done from anywhere!

I’m sweeping the rooms of my life and it feels good to get rid of all the dirt, cobwebs and the skeletons that I wasn’t allowed to take out of their cupboard before. It’s May and I’m doing a total spring-clean. Aah, what bliss to embrace the changes and watch them evolve gradually in such a positive way. What a great season to start again…

Sick of Boxes

Yes… that’s what I am, tired of sorting stuff out. It’s okay to sort things out but not when you are doing it for a couple of weeks. I know it’s something that I really have to do but in the end you can’t see the wood for the trees. All I see is big BIG forest… It seems I’m all alone in this huge place of many trees.
I’m not complaining, I just need to vent. I warned you guys about this in a previous post, I really need to vent every now and then. It’s still very exciting but I do need to vent, as simple as that. So this is my post for today, I will continue packing another box once I’ve uploaded this. Yes I know it’s late but these days I really don’t seem to keep an eye on the clock… I’m camping out in my own house and in a few days it will only get worse since A. will move all the stuff over this weekend.
I still had to write a few letters today but I mailed them all off, finally all the paperwork is done so yes there is progress it’s just sooooooooooooooooo slow. Also mailed off an envelop that should’ve been mailed years ago. A. is looking at real estate in the meantime, he found a really cool house in the UK, closer to work and absolutely gorgeous, high and big windows, near a canal, garden. I shouldn’t get too excited really…
It would be so nice… who knows, I might post some pictures on here in a couple of months…
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Well I’d better start before it gets too late…