Two Birds One Stone

I need to vent and I need to write a new post… I’m having one of those days where you feel like you haven’t done anything all day, didn’t accomplish anything and basically ended up doing everything you’d never planned for. I’ve been on the phone on and off with the hospital, with work, with the IT helpdesk, with the doctor’s assistant. I’ve been trying to solve an issue for two days in a row now and I’m becoming more and more impatient the longer it takes to solve the problem.

I’ve spent most of last week on filling in and sending out expenses claims for public transport and a dinner voucher which I’d received a couple of months ago. It takes at least half a day to sort this out as I have to do this separately for bus and train. It’s extremely time-consuming, not just sorting them but also having to fill in the forms. On top of that I had to take a compliancy test which took forever because I had to watch lots of informational movies and answer about 20+ questions.

I succeeded in the end but it took time… *again*. All of this had to be done before the 15th of this month. I realise it’s still early but I was already taking other things into consideration and in hindsight I’m glad I did. There’s also this evaluation that I need to write, a report about objectives and how and/or if you’ve achieved those. This is done through a web application that you had to fill out at the beginning of this year, back then you needed to set your goals for this year.

At the time I could easily access that tool but ever since I’ve tried to log in again I’m getting errors. Yesterday I had planned for writing this evaluation because I had finished all the chores and tasks that were on my to-do-list ahead of time in case something would go wrong. I didn’t want to find myself having to rush or being all stressed out for not planning this in time. I did… but of course, Murphy -once again- is sitting right next to me keeping me company for the last two days.

As I can’t access that tool, I can’t write the report, so the deadline of the 15th is getting closer each day. You might think ‘why doesn’t she call a helpdesk’… well I did. Our helpdesk is based on foreign grounds and most of the time incompetent, they put your ticket in the system, promise to call you back but never do. Let alone the moment they hear you mention the words ‘Apple Mac’, they instantly refuse help as they are not hired to give support for anything other than company laptops.

I’m a designer, I need my Mac as the company laptops don’t suffice, so I bought my own MacBook Air a while ago particularly for work. I got VPN access, I can access and use the mailserver through my mail client. But I don’t get support because I’m not mainstream thus an exception to the company rules. So far I’ve always managed to solve any (network related) problem even the VPN settings which were a pain to obtain and sort out. It took a while but I got the job done.

Each new policy becomes another drain as I have to deal with a multitude of intranet websites, logins and tools to work with. Ever since the company merged their systems with the global systems, it has been total chaos. I’ve managed to find workarounds or solved issues, just not today… nor yesterday. I’m anxiously waiting for thé phone call whilst day two is slowly ticking away. Pretty sure the problem will be solved next week, one day before the deadline, wanna bet?

Meantime I’m wondering, why am I getting so impatient… At least I’ve finished another post which was scheduled last week ;)

Lab Rats

For almost a year and half I’ve been playing this augmented multiplayer reality game with players from all over the world -about 7 million- set on a location-based map of the area you live in, basically a map of the whole world. So if you’d go to other countries in real life you would be seeing that environment on the map in the game. I won’t go into details but what it comes down to is the fact that you need to capture, build, and/or defend areas among other goals.

Although I’ve been playing it for a while already, I still have mixed feelings about the game as it brings out emotions in people that can have a serious effect in real life. Some tend to become overly protective about ‘their’ area, others become even aggressive. People use different tactics all the time which makes it a constantly changing psychological battle. It’s interesting -in a twisted way- to see how one responds and either retaliate or change tactics altogether.

At times I get fed up with the game, not the game itself but mostly a certain type of people who take things way too seriously. I get tired of the politics that are going around -just like in real life by the way- where you have dictators, followers, protestors, sheep and the common idiots in general. I often wonder what the makers of this game had in mind when they developed it and I honestly believe that we’re all basically lab rats playing in the maze that’s called our world.

I’m ‘almost’ at the highest level of this game and I’m not sure what I’ll do the moment I reach it, I’m taking my time in doing so because I’m not in a rush. In the meantime I keep thinking about what’s going on in the backend. Are they collecting data on us, are they watching human behaviour whilst under stress or in victory? Are we manipulated by the rules they come up with? Or are we blissfully ignorant and willingly participating in a worldwide psychological examination?

I wonder what will happen when their intentions will be out in the open one day… It sounds like a bad science fiction movie some how. A mixture of data rebels, network surfers, whistleblowers, a matrix, domination and a few scientists who track each and every move you make in real life watching your GPS location and collecting data on who you interact with and how. I’m sure there will be uproar if the truth comes out about what they do with all the collected intel.

Call me paranoid ;)