Quality Time

Life was bliss for three weeks. No rushing, no nagging, no disturbance, just peace and quiet and dealing with an extremely hot summer. It was the best three weeks off I’ve had in a while because I didn’t have to share my time with anyone else. It was just me and it felt awesome. I took the goldsmith course which was an amazing experience as well. Especially when the person teaching -a professional goldsmith- tells you that you have the skill set, patience, creativity and the exceptional natural ability to do this kind of work. I was flattered because she was not the kind of person to give compliments. I’m sure she must have noticed my passion for designing and making jewellery.

The friend who passed away about a month ago, used to be a goldsmith as well. Her ex-partner gave all her tools to me when he heard I was going to take this course. I didn’t use them yet as they were in a small flight case and I had to go through all her stuff first and clean it. It took me three days to sort it, clean it and give it some extra TLC. I had to sand down the inside of the flight case as there was glue stuck allover. After sanding it down I painted it white and cleaned all the aluminium edging and corners on the outside. It looks so much better now, it’s ready to be used. All I need to add over time, is a proper desk, gas torch and tank, hoses, saw, hammer and ring mandrel.

I’ve bought a Garmin vivosport activity tracking device a while ago and have been keeping an eye on stress levels since. They were extremely high, especially in May and June this year and although I didn’t feel stressed most of the time, it was telling me that I really had to slow down and try to reduce this. These past three weeks levels had dropped significantly which was a real eye-opener. I’ve started working again so I’m curious to see what will happen this month. The fact that temperatures were extremely high and I was forced to take things slow must have contributed to lower stress levels as well. I’ve been craving for some serious long spells of rain and thunderstorms for weeks now!

I’ve met up with friends for dinner and really enjoyed their company as I hadn’t been able to see most of them for at least six months, some for over a year. We had lots of stories to share! I’ve updated my jewellery business website and added more pictures in the portfolio section. And I’ve been playing with electroforming but that didn’t go well, I was expecting better results. I’ll have to look into things and see what is causing issues. I think I might have contaminated the bath as I was experimenting with fabric on gemstones. Because of the heat my conductive paint dried waaaaay too fast and I’m guessing it didn’t seal parts completely, also the liquid rubber I’ve used was a new technique.

I’ll try to fix it this weekend. Going back to work was kind of hard because it was 32C at the start of this week and 29C in my office space, too hot to focus on things that need to be done. Today I’m working from home and have some extra time to get chores done and write a blog in between. Still there’s too much on my plate, I can’t seem to focus because of the weather and not sleeping very well. Summer is great but these temperatures are driving me nuts. Last week the government announced an official drought and shortage of water, because of this trees and plants are dying, use of tap water is still fine and not restricted (yet). Thunderstorms and rain is expected tomorrow, we’ll see…

First things first, let’s get some work done ;)

Riding The Tidal Wave

A friend and I were discussing life in general in an email the other day and noticed that we both seem to have some kind of energy flow going on in our lives. A flow that’s rising and falling like a tidal wave, one moment it can be steady and quiet, the next it becomes this huge wave crushing everything that gets in the way.

Right now there is such an immense change going on that I can feel the energy rushing through each and every aspect of my life. It feels strange in a way, even scary at times but I’m trying to hold on to this feeling and accept it as it is. There’s no point trying to go against it -even if I wanted to- because I’d drown for sure.

I think I might have fought it if this would’ve happened a few weeks ago but I feel so ready this time that I’m allowing things to happen. Today I received a really nice email and if all goes well I might have reasons to have a celebration after the summer break. I can feel it in my gut that I’m about to get the long expected break.

Today is a happy day and I’m grateful for all the new opportunities that have been presented to me over the last two weeks. I feel that energy rushing and I’m finally ready to cling on to it and go with the flow. Change can be amazingly powerful if you let it and once you can, it comes with such a great unexpected force!

I don’t think I could ever go back to the person I was before if I wanted to, but I don’t want to. I’m happy with my newly found strength and like I mentioned in my previous post, it all started to bear fruit, in my social life and in business. It’s hard to put that kind of gratitude in words because I don’t think it could be described very well…

I’ve decided to go on a strict health regime starting this Friday when I will register at the gym. I’m planning on getting up early each morning, exercise for an hour and a half, go home and start my day properly. Since I’ve started the courses almost six weeks ago I’ve built up this daily rhythm that I’d like to continue.

Tomorrow will be my last day at the course and I will truly miss the people that I’ve met there. Twelve different people, different in age, culture and social background but each of them has taught me something that I will treasure for the rest of my life. There were serious times and there was lots of fun and laughter.

I will continue my quest though because I’ll have another three months to work on my career change and dream job while I’m being coached by a really nice woman whom I’ve met last week. More self-exploration and hopefully more insight, to discover the small steps that I’ll need to take in order to reach my goal.

I’ve also been extremely creative lately, I’ve sketched a lot and I’ve been working on my painting. I’m having a great time using acrylics and developing my own technique. I’ve been very active on FB as well but I should be careful because it can be time-consuming especially when certain friends show a special interest…

Anyway… I’m all energetic and happy so if I become quiet again on here, it’s because I’m enjoying this energy the best I can!

© (?) – Riding the wave