Counting…

It’s the first of December… and almost the end of a year.

I tried to understand my demons instead of fighting them since April this year. I’m still not sure if I do, perhaps if I allow my heart to speak, but I don’t if I let my head speak. I was told recently to act and create and ignore instead of fight so I guess that will be the next thing to focus on this month. A month to say goodbye and let go of things that are no longer important. And look forward to a new year where I can try to find a new home, my home…

And if I’m lucky I might find my friends back that I still miss at times or perhaps I’ll find new ones, I’m sure there must be some sucker squirrel out there who will find a way into my garden or maybe one of the foxes… Everything is possible, after all it will be a new year, a new start, a clean slate. I’m counting…

© Zesty Gal, Old Friend

© Zesty Gal, Old Friend

© Zesty Gal, Sucker Squirrel

© Zesty Gal, My Fox

Lama

JdB, I’ve met her through the store she used to be a customer there, a very special person who helped me find my path by passing on the messages from my ancestors and dad that were meant for me to listen to. A medium who showed me my ancestor’s love and affection and helped me dealing with things in life and making the right choices. Because of her skills I was able to sort out my journey through the messages that my ancestors and father sent me. I had vivid dreams and all sorts of other messages.
She’s an initiated Lama, through studying the wisdom of Buddhism in Tibet for years. A hermit like myself who tend to avoid certain aspects of city life. She healed me through her rituals and helped me opening myself and my chakras for the greater powers and the love and knowledge from my dad and ancestors. I have been transformed by her Tibetan rituals and treatments. Something very powerful and interesting and I could sense the transformation in dreams and daily life whenever I visited her.
We could talk for hours without realising time and space. When I came home I used to be extremely happy, something AS. noticed and told me about. She said goodbye to me last week in an email, something I regret because I won’t be able to see her again before we move. She has become dear to me so all I can do for now is wishing her well fighting her own demons. She will be in my thoughts and hopefully we’ll meet again some day. Thank you dear friend for offering an answer to my questions and showing me the power of a greater spirit.
If it wasn’t for you I would not have known certain things in life nor would I’ve been able to hear my ancestors or fathers calls and warnings. I have confirmation now of what I already knew deep down in my heart and soul. You helped me seeing things that lie beyond this existing world of boundaries, time, materialism and dishonesty that we live in. If I can be true to myself I can be true to others and help them with the skills that were given to me by the great spirit. Thru you I’ve met up with my guides again and found what I was looking for. Thank you for showing me!