I had to call a creative director today and when I hung up after three minutes -he promised to call me back tomorrow or the day after- all of me was screaming inside: ‘nooooooooooo…’

I seriously wonder why I had such a strong reaction; a reminder of what it was like to work in the advertising business? Did I -that very moment- realise again, about my reasons for leaving that business at the time, after working for these people for over a decade?

What is the matter with me? I need to have a serious one-to-one with myself… Excuse me for a moment…