JdB, I’ve met her through the store she used to be a customer there, a very special person who helped me find my path by passing on the messages from my ancestors and dad that were meant for me to listen to. A medium who showed me my ancestor’s love and affection and helped me dealing with things in life and making the right choices. Because of her skills I was able to sort out my journey through the messages that my ancestors and father sent me. I had vivid dreams and all sorts of other messages.
She’s an initiated Lama, through studying the wisdom of Buddhism in Tibet for years. A hermit like myself who tend to avoid certain aspects of city life. She healed me through her rituals and helped me opening myself and my chakras for the greater powers and the love and knowledge from my dad and ancestors. I have been transformed by her Tibetan rituals and treatments. Something very powerful and interesting and I could sense the transformation in dreams and daily life whenever I visited her.
We could talk for hours without realising time and space. When I came home I used to be extremely happy, something AS. noticed and told me about. She said goodbye to me last week in an email, something I regret because I won’t be able to see her again before we move. She has become dear to me so all I can do for now is wishing her well fighting her own demons. She will be in my thoughts and hopefully we’ll meet again some day. Thank you dear friend for offering an answer to my questions and showing me the power of a greater spirit.
If it wasn’t for you I would not have known certain things in life nor would I’ve been able to hear my ancestors or fathers calls and warnings. I have confirmation now of what I already knew deep down in my heart and soul. You helped me seeing things that lie beyond this existing world of boundaries, time, materialism and dishonesty that we live in. If I can be true to myself I can be true to others and help them with the skills that were given to me by the great spirit. Thru you I’ve met up with my guides again and found what I was looking for. Thank you for showing me!
Monthly Archives: July 2006
Aaaaaaaaaaaargh
I’ve spend about four hours sorting out stuff over the phone and arranging things, it’s driving me nuts to be honest. Trying to take the car across the channel, calling tax people at four different departments. One person tells me one thing, another person tells me something slightly different. Arranging insurances or cancelling existing ones. I feel like I’ve done nothing and it makes me very impatient I tell ya.
Good news is that AS. accepted the job today, I’m so proud of him! He still worries about me but I told him he shouldn’t. I found a really cool one year study that I would like to do; Shamanism. I will try to find a job and do the study at the same time. It’s something I would like to do to start helping people. Must sound funny to some of you reading my blog but if you would read into it you would understand where I come from.
I’ve made a general future plan but it might be subject to change still. Since AS. took a steady job we will have to stay for at least two years. I really don’t mind because it gives me a wonderful opportunity to explore the country and see a bit more of my dear friend in Scotland. So after the one year study I would also like to do a Bahasa course, which is quite easy so it won’t take me long. I will be able to speak the language when I would like to go to Indonesia.
Which is my second achievement. I would like to go to Borneo, Bandjermasin and see where my father is born. Spent some time with the shamans and Dayak tribes in the jungle in order to learn from them and explore my roots and the powers of my ancestors. My great great great grandfather was a shaman and according to tradition, skills like these should stay in the family, which gives me something to work on and get to know my background at the same time in honour of my ancestors.
I feel like I’m ready for this and that the quest has started. Focusing on this is what I’ll need to do for the next months instead of dealing with daily life, I should make the future my first priority everything else will go with the flow and smoothen itself out. I do not need to worry, just stay busy packing for now *grin* Well that’s my two cents of Taoism.
Another vulture has arrived, guess the first one didn’t like the place after all… which is good because I forgot to mention the key money… 
He just called and asked me to call him back because I didn’t answer the phone, ain’t gonna do that since I’m too busy, he can try again later… I have too much to arrange today. Tomorrow we will go over to CH.’s place and bring some of the stuff that I no longer need. Everything else will be thrown out. I’m not going to ask people anymore, they know what’s going on and if they would like to have something they know where to find me. It is taking me too much time to arrange that as well.
On our way back home I will have to have pictures taken because I have to extend my passport. Very important thing to do!!! I finally look a bit better after not sleeping at all for two days in a row. I still am tired but at least I slept okay last night. I wish it would thunder and rain. My plants in the garden are in need of fluids. You don’t want to look crappy when this very picture will be in your passport for the next ten years would you? So therefore I need to wait until the skin is a bit better and the bags are gone. Vanity one of the seven deadly sins…
Have to go and put some labels on boxes and stare at myself in the mirror for hours, talk later!