I looked this up on my fav website, it’s yesterdays chart… Can’t be a coincidence. The moon is pulling the strings again. I’m going into hiding mode now, just had to share this since it is exactly what has been going on from 25th till today. Whenever things are tense and I can’t really explain how I feel, I check out this website and it never failed on giving me the exact explanation.
I’m now officially in hiding mode until the moon changes phase and I can face the outside world again, speak again sooner or later 
A radical reappraisal
On this day you will probably have difficulty relating to others, feeling cool and reserved even toward those you love. The problem is that you will have to spend today reevaluating what you are getting out of your relationships and what you are putting into them. You will have a strong awareness of yourself as an independent, even isolated human being, realizing that no one can really get inside of you and feel what you feel. Obviously, this can lead to loneliness and depression, but it can also lead to a radical reappraisal of your life and to a sober consideration of yourself as a human being relating to other human beings. It is necessary to separate yourself from the illusions that run through even the best relationship and to look at what is really there.
The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Venus Square Saturn exact at 12:29
Activity period from 25 December 2006 to 27 December 2006
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Een totaal andere kijk
Vandaag kost het u moeite met uw medemensen in contact te komen: u bent gereserveerd en afstandelijk, zelfs ten aanzien van uw geliefden. De moeilijkheid ligt in het feit dat u tijd nodig hebt om na te denken over het evenwicht in uw relaties: wat krijgt u en wat geeft u. U bent zich sterk bewust van uw individualiteit en zelfs van uw isolement als menselijk wezen; u hebt het gevoel dat niemand werkelijk in uw huid kan kruipen en kan voelen wat u voelt. Dit leidt soms tot eenzaamheid en depressie, doch het kan eveneens tot resultaat hebben dat u een totaal andere kijk op uw leven en uw relaties met anderen krijgt. Het is noodzakelijk dat u zich losmaakt van alle illusies die verbintenissen nu eenmaal aankleven en dat u de werkelijkheid onder ogen ziet.
Voor vandaag geselecteerde transit:
Venus Vierkant Saturnus exact op 12:29
Werkende periode van 25 december 2006 tot 27 december 2006
Daily Archives: December 27, 2006
In Sight
Show appreciation and gratitude for what the other does; give the positive side of the relationship more weight than the negative side; be empathetic, take the other’s perspective. A couple in which each harbours a heightened sense of what the other owes one could never shift ground by taking the other’s perspective.
But it is hard to be generous when you are deeply hurt, or terrified that what you value and once thought permanent is slipping away. Gratitude, an essential form of intimate generosity, cannot be summoned by an act of will.
A crux of romance is the wonder we have for another person, for being chosen, for being seen as significant and interesting, for being able to presume we have a companion, or just someone who is usually on our side. Love offers endless fascination, and we keep catching new instances of its gravity and comedy.
People are likely to have different temperaments, diverse opinions and mismatched desires, so the consequent damage from differences should be minimized. At the same time, a long-lasting relationship feels robust, and often invites debate and challenge and sometimes even bad behaviour, with rules negotiated only by the two players.
Times Online
The Times Literary Supplement – Social Studies