Therapy Session

This is what I do when I’m pissed off… *kidding* I was just fed up with the collection of germs after four years, so I decided to take it apart and clean it. I’ve been in a rearranging, reorganising and declutter mood again, it always hits me when I feel I have no control over certain things. So I take control over the things that I can control… *still with me? hehe*

It was good because this forced me to sit down and stay away from my G5 for a while and contemplate while sorting out, cleaning and drying bits and pieces. I had to stick it upside down on the heater for an hour as well because I used water to clean it and it started to type by itself without me touching anything when I plugged it in… *eeeeeek* Now who says I ain’t no geek?

It’s wireless *of course* and so freakin clean again *just awesome!*

So filthy!

Just yuck!

Doesn’t this look much better?

Dry each piece one by one…

And now I’ve got to solve the puzzle…

What’s Happening?

Is the Universe trying to tell me something? Is there a message that I fail to decipher? Or is it just coincidence? I don’t believe in coincidence… but I can’t figure this one out. My previous post was about a ghost who tried to sneak back into my life. Guess what… Three days ago I noticed another one who still didn’t let go either, so it seems. I noticed he checked my new business website again for info last Thursday. Not a first but I wonder why?

I read a lot lately about emotionally unavailable men which is quite an interesting topic. I learned a thing or two about myself as well and it gave me insight and different perspectives. I remember this guy would freak out each time things were getting too intense. He’d run off and leave me in the dark for days or weeks on end until I had enough of him yo-yo-ing with me. This guy was the perfect embodiment of the emotionally unavailable man…

I have no idea what he’s looking for… I guess he still tries to satisfy his narcissistic side and it wouldn’t surprise me if I would receive an email one day. Wanna bet? In the meantime, while he’s still stuck in his ways, I’m working on improving mine, because I deserve the best. I owe that to myself…