A new year soon, a clean slate…
I feel restricted in writing down my thoughts
There’s too many who know me
Too many who influence my writing
And I can’t write if I don’t feel free
If there are restrictions that hold me back
The freedom of speech is limited
And I need no chains anymore
So I’ll create my own freedom elsewhere
Where it can be what it was meant to be
A fresh clean crispy white page
The first in my notebook
The one page that makes it hard to start
But what bliss once started…
Hi T.
Wow
Sometimes I feel like doing the same
You are right, when I feel that I can’t write what I want for fear of annoying someone because there are certain expectations…well sometimes I just don’t feel that free to write what I really want
Sometimes I think perhaps I should have a totally anonymous blog without even giving away where I am from or where I live 
Cheers T., All the best for the New Year.
Hi Wen, I’m still in the process of thinking about it *LOL* I’m currently updating the software and trying to deal with the latest version of Movable Type which is the blog software I use and it’s quite complicated. I believe there is an option to password protect a single post which would give me the options that I need in order to write what I would want to write…
I remember your dilemma a while ago and I knew exactly how you felt back then, there’s stuff that I don’t want certain people to read for different reasons. I’m not scared of offending anyone because after all this is my blog and if they don’t like what they read well that’s their problem, I’m ‘too’ old to play these 13-year-old games
But yes I feel very restricted at times and I realise it affects my writing and my thoughts, let me sort out this update and if that password thing works, I might not have to vanish at all *hehe* I would never vanish from you though, just so you know
Hope you had a wonderful xmas and wishing you and Red an extremely good, prosperous and happy New Year! Hugs Wen!
Hi viendrin,
I would like to wish you a happy happy New Year 
I also hope that you had a great Christmas
Abrazo,
All the best,
Hi Wen, I had a lovely Christmas thank you
And thank you for your New Year’s wish too!