I love him to bits you know, but sometimes he can be a bit demanding my silly guy. He now wants me to take pictures of the Red Monster and design a brochure. Like I haven’t anything else to do, more important stuff… First of all, I don’t want to sell the Red Monster, second of all I have shitloads of other things to do like packin’ for instance???? I told him he had to take care of selling the car if he wants to sell the car. The to-do-list in my head is about to implode. I already notice that my brain doesn’t like the overload of information at times and I’m becoming forgetful.
I really don’t need another subject added to the list. He said he would take care of it but now he wants me to take pictures. How often did you hear the line ‘it won’t take long’ and then in the end you’ve spent hours to get the job done and you knew that was going to happen anyway but you can’t make it clear to the other person that ‘it-won’t-take-long’ situations always take long, no exceptions… There is no such thing as a ‘it-won’t-take-long’ situation, that simply does not exist… *sigh* so I will have to take some pictures… Well I will but the rest is up to him, I’m not going to design a nice little brochure, I have other things to do then faff about.
He even had the car washed… Silly… I’m going to the beach tonight with Chantal, have dinner there and relax a bit so I need the car but cleaning it wasn’t really necessary. He also filled up the tank. Okay that’s sweet and he didn’t have to do it. Aaaaaaaaaaaargh why is he giving me such a hard time, or why am I such a wimp… I will take the pictures for him, but he really has to do the rest. I think that’s the balance.
The Capricorn is near the top of the mountain, all alone watching clear skies most of the time but today there seems to be a fog in the valley. He’s wondering where the others are and why they can’t keep up with his pace since they’re out of sight. He feels like no-one really understands him, the price you pay for being a goat… It’s lonely at the top.
