Each Year

Each year since 2002 I prepare a tiny bowl of food, burn some incense and a candle and remember my dad on this particular day. Each year I talk to him for a few minutes and keep silent for a while. I just don’t want to forget that sometimes we tend to take things for granted in life and by paying him my respect I will remember why…

Fuzzy

Email is working fine because I’ve changed everything overnight [October 5/6]. My website has been offline on October 6 for a couple of hours during the morning. I’ve uploaded all the stuff so it’s working again. Today I’m having a terrible headache because I only slept for 5 hours, which wasn’t enough obviously.
We came home this morning at 05.00; I. celebrated his birthday yesterday. J. picked me up at 16.00 because I promised C. to help her out with cooking. We made Thai Tempura and Thai Curry, Tiramisu and Chocolate dipped Strawberries with whipped cream.
I’m very tired and I need fresh air, so we’ve decided to go over to I.’s, pick up the car and go to a forest to have a long walk, breath in some tree and grass vapour and enjoy the sunshine, since it has been raining most of the week.
It’s bright and shiny, I just wish the clouds in my head would go soon so it can be bright and shiny in my head too. I don’t have a hangover because I didn’t drink much it’s just being tired and having to socialise and speak English all the time…
My head is fuzzy, going to get ready now, I want forest…