Square Wheel

I’m glad the Olympics are over, I banned it: total madness that doesn’t make sense to me. Living in London and having to pass the Olympic site on a regular basis made me realise what this madness is all about. You wouldn’t believe the amount of money that already has been wasted just to start the planning, demolish existing buildings and start the build of a different ‘updated’ infrastructure and village. I’m glad the Lowlands only hosted this once in 1928 and I bet back in those days it wasn’t about billions… Nowadays everything seems to have the ‘O’ tag attached to it as an excuse to waste more money while they’re already way over budget, four years before the opening…

Some predict it will be ten times over budget; more than £20billion and for what? Two weeks of competitive sports? Two miserable weeks… It’s sickening to see what’s going on behind the scenes: there are so many people out there in need of medication and food while on the other hand huge amounts of money is spent in the blink of an eye without having second thoughts. And then having to read all the transparent excuses published in the media just to justify certain behaviour while inflation is rising, unemployment rates have increased and people here are genuinely struggling. I’m not going to address the political side of this because I try to stay away from politics but I’m sure you’ll get my drift.

I read an article online published November 2007 about Beijing, where the author came up with the same questions and facts that I just mentioned above about London. Why is it then that exactly the same is happening over here: why do people have to reinvent the square wheel, don’t they ever learn? And what message do you send out when you decide that a 7-year old child -who won the competition to perform the anthem- is not ‘cute and pretty enough’ to represent the Opening Ceremonies and instead have her replaced by a lip-synching Chinese version of the perfect cabbage patch doll? So typical… It’s all one big puppet theatre. Doesn’t this all sound slightly twisted to you, it certainly does to me…

An excerpt:

Beyond Burma, there are more reasonable arguments against the Beijing Olympics. The total expense, mainly on construction, is in the tens of billions of dollars. This is on top of the direct hosting expense, which is estimated to be $2.4 billion and will be covered by income from NBC, the International Olympic Committee (IOC) and marketing revenue. Given the fact that a mere $40 can support an entire year of education for a poor, rural child, how many children could get basic education if this money were spent on them instead?

A Chinese official reportedly said that “The 2008 Olympics Games may advance China’s GDP by 3 to 4 percent.” What he did not say, or even understand, is that such increase is on top of the already overheated urban development, at the cost of the rural poor. The gap between China’s urban rich and rural poor is already huge, and rapidly expanding. The 2008 Olympics is only widening this dangerous gap.

Contributing more to the problem is the destruction of historical structures, local villages, and the environment in general, to make way for the very expensive new construction. But it’s too late to stop such destruction now. It was something the International Olympic Committee could have done six years ago. Shouldn’t you boycott the IOC instead?

Just A Thought

I’ve noticed something lately while checking my stats and I have been wondering what’s going on. Most of the time when people google for certain things it has to do with TV shows or anything else that’s been recently in the media. What’s interesting in my case is the amount of queries coming from two different continents which is 20% of all queries leading to this website. It has been like this for a few weeks already and these searches make me wonder…

Recent queries:

  • Eurasian faces [4 different searches]
  • Eurasian clothing
  • Eurasian clothes design
  • Eurasian surnames [at least 5 times]
  • Eurasians attractive
  • Eurasian races photos
  • Eurasians pictures
  • Why are mixed blood people attractive
  • Full Asian but look like Eurasian England
  • Common cooking method used in Eurasian meal
  • Are there alot of eurasians in australlia [I left the typos *hehe*]
  • Eurasian faces more attractive
  • Eurasian white baby pictures
  • Mixed blood baby caucasian asian
  • Eurasian ancestory, dutch, english

I read that in 2007 the Malaysian government had plans to reduce the number of Eurasian faces in advertisements which caused a stir among models and presenters. It’s interesting to see how some people seem to feel threatened by the ‘Eurasian look’, if there is one anyway. In parts of Asia, Eurasians carrying traits from both sides, are considered a beauty ideal especially in Indonesia, Japan, Malaysia and Thailand.

I was adviced to register with model agencies age 16, back then one agency told me I was ‘too dark’. Their clients wanted fair-skinned/haired models so I was sent away, these days, they’re craving the ‘Eurasian look’. I remember I was upset about the discriminating remarks. When I told my dad he said to be always proud of who I am and ignore the narrow-mindedness and ignorance of others; what did they know about my culture[s] after all?

I am proud of who I am and I like my mocha tan, although it always tends to look yellow over wintertime. I’m proud of my exotic background and embrace it but I don’t want people to label me as exotic because I have a lot more to offer. I love to prepare the odd ‘rice table‘ because it’s part of me and not because it seems to be the ‘latest culinary rage -along with Sushi- among the [belanda] expats’ to show off at dinner parties.

I’m proud of my grandfather’s friendship with a headhunting Dayak and the sword that he was given in honour because he saved this Dayak’s life. I feel more Indonesian than Dutch, but I haven’t found a home country nor culture yet. I love a Kopi Toebroek and I wish it was warm enough in London to wear my sarong. I crave Soto Ayam and Rempejeh. I’ve never visited the Pasar Malam in the Hague but that doesn’t make me less Indo.

Despite of what some [Asians] seem to associate ‘Eurasian’ with, I’m not the daughter of a soldier and a pr0st1tvte; my dad was Indonesian and met my mother in the Lowlands, that makes me 50/50. At times I wish people wouldn’t feel the need to put one in a pigeonhole. Then I wouldn’t feel the need to identify myself, I would be ‘just’ me, balancing between two worlds and two cultures, embracing the best of both and be proud of both…

Then there would be less ‘Eurasian’ google searches since the name tag wouldn’t really matter.

Just a thought…