Category Archives: Friends

Storm Coming

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I can feel a storm coming… and I’m not sure yet from which direction it will come and how long it will last. I can feel a storm coming and it scares me in a way because it will be an extremely strong one. One that I will have to face alone, one that I should not fight, one that is necessary in order to clear out the cobwebs in my mind. Once the raging storm is over there will be nothing left but quiet and acres of virgin cleanliness all around.

I need to see… as in ‘see’…

I need to feel… as in ‘feel’…

I need to make room for what I could not solve before. I’m ready this time and that is a promise!

Intentions

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And so I wonder… What are your intentions? You can’t be that devious, I don’t believe you are. What is the use of telling me information that I don’t need to hear from you. Why bother? Is it a test?

Is it because of your own wanting to have what cannot be had anymore? Is it because you envy the current situation and you’d do anything to throw a spanner in the works and cause disruption and hurt?

Is it because you’re unhappy about a finished relationship or the hurt of the illness you’re dealing with that you wish others to experience the same pain? Tell me what it is that you wish to accomplish?

I don’t get it, but I’m sure that over time you will show your true colours. I’m sure that one day, the eyes of those involved will open and they will get to learn your intentions. You will nolonger be called a ‘good’ friend…

In the meantime I will show you exactly how I rise above it all… Coz that’s what I’m best at.